it really bugs me that most of tumble claim to have both. I have social anxiety bad. I never know what to say. My words begin to stutter when I talk to someone for the first time. I hate ordering food because I feel like an idiot. If I say something stupid and someone points it out, it gets to me. Not because I’m sensitive, but I feel as if all eyes were watching me when I made that mistake. I have hard times meeting new people because I never know what to say. I never approach anyone… I hardly text anyone because of my anxiety. I will text back at any time but I get a bad feeling when I try to text others. I’m working on it and I’m getting better little by little but it is hard. In parties and other places, I am known to be really quiet to do my anxiety. It makes me feel awkard and out of place. Most of you have tremendous social lives and have no problem with ording food among other things. I get by and end up doing it, but it literally messes at least for a little bit. I want to a USC game a while back. I screamed “overated” and a fellow USC fan told me to quiet down and not to say that. It’s been years since that happens in yet I still feel awkard and out of place when I think about it. Some of you don’t know what true anxiety is or what it’s truly like to be awkard. I know it’s not the same for all and some of you truly know. It just annoys me to see all these people say this but if you truly have social anxiety, you don’t proceed to tell the world like most people on tumblr, too. This is the first time I’ve brought this up and I doubt anyone will read this. Maybe it’s just my opinion. But to me, this is what it seems like. It’s honestly a terrible thing having social anxiety, and it can depress the hell out of you. This post isn’t for me but for all the others who truly have social anxiety problems.
Social anxiety and awkwardness. (doubt anyone will read this.)
Miércoles naciente. Nuestro héroe inicia la jornada con su característico y probado dinamismo.
(lo pinta Jean Giraud Moebius)
